1. |
free bird
02:00
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2. |
together
03:14
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did some work on myself and i found you
no such thing as an accident - that's true
been away from you four whole days
and i start remembering how bad i need you
been through your share of trauma and that's tough
now i know we can make it through that stuff
wanna be someone you can relate to
still be different people no handcuffs
retrograde in the rearview i feel clean
been a while since i said something i mean
been so long since i felt something this real
we get rewarded for facing our fears
i wanna be who you first met
all of the qualities i showed
... i didn't change life just hits different...
we need the sun and some water to grow
the sky opens up as we drive into nothing
the sky opens up as we drive
lights guide us home
someday we'll see
if you ever got what you wanted from me
or if i turn into a ghost in your home
a pain in your chest when you go through your phone
lord knows
drive into me
and then i can sink into your pedigree
a note on the dash isn't that far from home
the taste on my gums is still guiding it wrong
lord knows
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3. |
RIP JEFF
03:54
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i named my ego jeff
fuck you jeff
go die a brutal death
yeah
it's no sweat
glad to get you off my chest
no regrets #noragrets
now let me catch my breath
cuz what's next?
you drown out all my happiness
there's nothing left
hey jeff
hey jeff can i ask you for a present?
can i be present for a second?
why is everything so hectic?
been awake for 32 seconds
can't i have a cup of coffee
before i'm forced to remember how close death is?
i live the easiest life ever
i'm privileged and nothing merits this level of stress
but you're throwing grenades at each side of my brain
and the perpetrators escape before i can detect them
i look at people like
what are they thinking?
i know they're thinking less
you can only get by one day at a time
with little acts of courage
like going to bed
without drinking a whole bottle of wine
rip!
rip jeff
goddamn
i don't miss you at all
i thought you were me
but i'm more like the leaves that you see change in the fall
i finally can admit i was wrong
i feel lighter without
all of the baggage you've been dragging along
if i had a dollar for every second you've wasted of mine
i'd have a red ferrari
not to mention half of my time
i'd have enough to end hunger
get mom a tesla in white
and close every single farm where they make animals die
(and buy jade a hot tub)
can i ask you one closing question?
why did you make this perfect miracle feel like a test
and make all these messes
that i had to clean up without any directions?
and you know that thinking about what could've been
is so fuckin depressing
but we soldier on
make up for lost time
hope for the best
and when this is all over
i'll wish that i could do it again and again
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4. |
fuck it!!!!!
02:24
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my life is awesome
i gotta find new problems
declare everything toxic
and explore my options
i’m so goddamn spoiled
and my baby’s loyal
i need some chaos
it’s all your fault
you should know this by now
this little life of mine
i’m gonna let it burn
i’m gonna sell it all
for what it’s worth
next time you call
you better make it short
cause i got better things to do
i change people
then i beat them down
or maybe i beat them down
and then they change
we end up with the same result
either way
you’re hurt
and i’m numb
goddamn
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5. |
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why can't i drink coffee anymore?
how come getting fucked up isn't giving me
the euphoric feeling it used to before?
why does every day feel like a death march?
waiting for one to end just so another torturous one can start
ring out the rag that holds my hand
weed out the demons in my bed
the honeycomb gets what the honeycomb spits
find joie de vivre
every time i look at my phone my stomach starts turning
it's not all bad but the boundaries are getting blurry
if i can manage to purge away all these vices
will i be left with clarity
or another crisis?
it doesn't take much to trigger me
i'm so scared to fall short i'm turning green
don't watch me ride my bike
i can't do it perfectly
i can't hockey stop
so i'm quitting.
where is my courage?
what if i'm a terrible person?
what if none of this is worth it?
relax and float downstream motherfucker...
take me home
take me back
how many years to get back on the tracks
there's a bottle in my nightstand
and i can drink legally
but i live in my parents attic :/
where is my purpose?
who am i under the surface?
we'll get to that but first let's
relax and float downstream...
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6. |
clear skin, sound mind
02:34
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i'm scared to go to sleep
somebody right click on this day and hit delete
why does it take all of this alcohol to slow me down
the tide keeps on pulling me out
this cycle on repeat
keeps telling me that i'm just a wannabe
it shouldn't matter
what you otherfuckers say now
i'm done running from it every day now
the thought of being weightless
gets me by in times like these...
I am tangled in the vine
A buried body stuck inside
Of the corner of some lie
I am careful in disguise
I am upside down, inside out
All of the above
I am tangled in the vine
A buried body, stuck inside
my stomach is in knots
this life's a blessing every second
til it's not
try eating breakfast while
your heart and head are in a showdown
bring the check i think i have to go now
and this cycle on repeat
keeps telling me you'll take advantage of me
how come kindness is a weakness?
are we like this for a reason?
white teeth
clear skin
sound mind
nice rhyme
my god, lifes short
i guess that's fine
it never fails.
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7. |
butter
02:00
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I’m a million miles away
I need something I can hate
Something spiritual in taste
I’m just buttered like that
Take a piece of you and cheese
Now you mix it up with me
Love’s a salad, can’t you see?
We’re just buttered like that
Give me something I can build
Make me holy in your world
Nothing existential please
I’m not buttered like that
Take the pictures off the wall
See myself in overalls
Miss my parents in the fall
On VHS for reference
You know your love is in trouble
When being alone makes you feel better
Being at home makes you feel bad
Cuz your an asshole and summer is closing
It’s 60 degrees in the morning
And shadows are forming
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8. |
greetings
02:40
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turn 18 no one can save ya
gradually grow more unstable
need something to numb the pain instead
21 and out of f(l)avors
fall in love with someone's neighbor
rent a limousine and get some head
days are long like massachusetts
break the handcuffs let me loose with
pockets full like private school kids
soul is empty
money's useless
age is more than just a number
social life a frozen tundra
throw my phone into the microwave
greetings from the gates of heaven
model side chicks / armageddon
back account go zero, zero, zero, ze...
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9. |
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I shut it out, I go to war
And I hate everything
It lingers on, It carries weight
It could mean anything
I get depressed and I regret
Almost everything that I’ve ever done
I won’t break your heart
If you swear you won’t break my heart
I got a girl, you got a girl
But I don’t really care
And honestly, if anything
It probably gets me there
I get depressed and start to miss
Almost everything that we’ve ever done
Original disposable, developed in the wrong year
And now I can’t drive down Lee unless I go to Zorba’s
Just to have myself a hot dog
Cuz I love you like a hot dog
Yeah, I’ll have myself a hot dog
Cuz I love you like a hot dog
Hot - Hot - Hot - A hot dog
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10. |
how big is your brain?
03:05
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how big is your brain?
i'll show you where mine is
i need to know how open your mind is
pain...
how do you feel about timing?
have you met an earth sign
with the gemini rising?
contradiction
love addiction
i could listen to anybody honest
do you prefer sunshine or rain?
tell me, how big is your brain?
i've been on the beach for days
only talking to the waves
i can count on them to be consistent
all the folks i know are fucking strange
you'll like sand
in your toes
by the time
we unfold
and explode
a trillion volts
let it go..
get abstract and get paid
we can kick shit both ways
i can have my cake and eat it too
yeah, your mom said it's okay
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