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1.
free bird 02:00
2.
together 03:14
did some work on myself and i found you no such thing as an accident - that's true been away from you four whole days and i start remembering how bad i need you been through your share of trauma and that's tough now i know we can make it through that stuff wanna be someone you can relate to still be different people no handcuffs retrograde in the rearview i feel clean been a while since i said something i mean been so long since i felt something this real we get rewarded for facing our fears i wanna be who you first met all of the qualities i showed ... i didn't change life just hits different... we need the sun and some water to grow the sky opens up as we drive into nothing the sky opens up as we drive lights guide us home someday we'll see if you ever got what you wanted from me or if i turn into a ghost in your home a pain in your chest when you go through your phone lord knows drive into me and then i can sink into your pedigree a note on the dash isn't that far from home the taste on my gums is still guiding it wrong lord knows
3.
RIP JEFF 03:54
i named my ego jeff fuck you jeff go die a brutal death yeah it's no sweat glad to get you off my chest no regrets #noragrets now let me catch my breath cuz what's next? you drown out all my happiness there's nothing left hey jeff hey jeff can i ask you for a present? can i be present for a second? why is everything so hectic? been awake for 32 seconds can't i have a cup of coffee before i'm forced to remember how close death is? i live the easiest life ever i'm privileged and nothing merits this level of stress but you're throwing grenades at each side of my brain and the perpetrators escape before i can detect them i look at people like what are they thinking? i know they're thinking less you can only get by one day at a time with little acts of courage like going to bed without drinking a whole bottle of wine rip! rip jeff goddamn i don't miss you at all i thought you were me but i'm more like the leaves that you see change in the fall i finally can admit i was wrong i feel lighter without all of the baggage you've been dragging along if i had a dollar for every second you've wasted of mine i'd have a red ferrari not to mention half of my time i'd have enough to end hunger get mom a tesla in white and close every single farm where they make animals die (and buy jade a hot tub) can i ask you one closing question? why did you make this perfect miracle feel like a test and make all these messes that i had to clean up without any directions? and you know that thinking about what could've been is so fuckin depressing but we soldier on make up for lost time hope for the best and when this is all over i'll wish that i could do it again and again
4.
fuck it!!!!! 02:24
my life is awesome i gotta find new problems declare everything toxic and explore my options i’m so goddamn spoiled and my baby’s loyal i need some chaos it’s all your fault you should know this by now this little life of mine i’m gonna let it burn i’m gonna sell it all for what it’s worth next time you call you better make it short cause i got better things to do i change people then i beat them down or maybe i beat them down and then they change we end up with the same result either way you’re hurt and i’m numb goddamn
5.
why can't i drink coffee anymore? how come getting fucked up isn't giving me the euphoric feeling it used to before? why does every day feel like a death march? waiting for one to end just so another torturous one can start ring out the rag that holds my hand weed out the demons in my bed the honeycomb gets what the honeycomb spits find joie de vivre every time i look at my phone my stomach starts turning it's not all bad but the boundaries are getting blurry if i can manage to purge away all these vices will i be left with clarity or another crisis? it doesn't take much to trigger me i'm so scared to fall short i'm turning green don't watch me ride my bike i can't do it perfectly i can't hockey stop so i'm quitting. where is my courage? what if i'm a terrible person? what if none of this is worth it? relax and float downstream motherfucker... take me home take me back how many years to get back on the tracks there's a bottle in my nightstand and i can drink legally but i live in my parents attic :/ where is my purpose? who am i under the surface? we'll get to that but first let's relax and float downstream...
6.
i'm scared to go to sleep somebody right click on this day and hit delete why does it take all of this alcohol to slow me down the tide keeps on pulling me out this cycle on repeat keeps telling me that i'm just a wannabe it shouldn't matter what you otherfuckers say now i'm done running from it every day now the thought of being weightless gets me by in times like these... I am tangled in the vine A buried body stuck inside Of the corner of some lie I am careful in disguise I am upside down, inside out All of the above I am tangled in the vine A buried body, stuck inside my stomach is in knots this life's a blessing every second til it's not try eating breakfast while your heart and head are in a showdown bring the check i think i have to go now and this cycle on repeat keeps telling me you'll take advantage of me how come kindness is a weakness? are we like this for a reason? white teeth clear skin sound mind nice rhyme my god, lifes short i guess that's fine it never fails.
7.
butter 02:00
I’m a million miles away I need something I can hate Something spiritual in taste I’m just buttered like that Take a piece of you and cheese Now you mix it up with me Love’s a salad, can’t you see? We’re just buttered like that Give me something I can build Make me holy in your world Nothing existential please I’m not buttered like that Take the pictures off the wall See myself in overalls Miss my parents in the fall On VHS for reference You know your love is in trouble When being alone makes you feel better Being at home makes you feel bad Cuz your an asshole and summer is closing It’s 60 degrees in the morning And shadows are forming
8.
greetings 02:40
turn 18 no one can save ya gradually grow more unstable need something to numb the pain instead 21 and out of f(l)avors fall in love with someone's neighbor rent a limousine and get some head days are long like massachusetts break the handcuffs let me loose with pockets full like private school kids soul is empty money's useless age is more than just a number social life a frozen tundra throw my phone into the microwave greetings from the gates of heaven model side chicks / armageddon back account go zero, zero, zero, ze...
9.
I shut it out, I go to war And I hate everything It lingers on, It carries weight It could mean anything I get depressed and I regret Almost everything that I’ve ever done I won’t break your heart If you swear you won’t break my heart I got a girl, you got a girl But I don’t really care And honestly, if anything It probably gets me there I get depressed and start to miss Almost everything that we’ve ever done Original disposable, developed in the wrong year And now I can’t drive down Lee unless I go to Zorba’s Just to have myself a hot dog Cuz I love you like a hot dog Yeah, I’ll have myself a hot dog Cuz I love you like a hot dog Hot - Hot - Hot - A hot dog
10.
how big is your brain? i'll show you where mine is i need to know how open your mind is pain... how do you feel about timing? have you met an earth sign with the gemini rising? contradiction love addiction i could listen to anybody honest do you prefer sunshine or rain? tell me, how big is your brain? i've been on the beach for days only talking to the waves i can count on them to be consistent all the folks i know are fucking strange you'll like sand in your toes by the time we unfold and explode a trillion volts let it go.. get abstract and get paid we can kick shit both ways i can have my cake and eat it too yeah, your mom said it's okay

about

SUP is the second full-length record from Buffalo band Super American. Written between multi-instrumentalists Matt Cox and Patrick Feeley, SUP is about fear and the tongue-in-cheek inversion of it. Its seams burst with breakneck indie rock, well-caffeinated pop punk, and breezy emo that, at their heart, all prop up a central tension: life is a goddamn incredible miracle, so why do we have to feel so scared and shitty all the time?


Out on Wax Bodega -- October 22nd, 2021.

Order on vinyl: waxbodega.com

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released October 22, 2021

All songs written by Super American
Produced by Super American
Engineered by Jay Zubricky
Mixed by Vince Ratti
Mastered by Will Yip
Tracklist by Steven Gardner

Additional Instrumentation:
Sam Checkoway - Drums
Dan McCormick - Vocals

Super American is Matt Cox and Patrick Feeley

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